(via elainetoy)
I haven’t been the happiest camper all week.
Every second I feel like crying. Every second I just want to punch someone in the throat. Every second I want to yell fuck to everyone. Every second I think about leaving this place for a whole month. Every second I tell myself that I’m ready to die.
Two weeks of freedom and I did absolutely nothing spectacular. I mean, I liked going out with my babe and staying home and all but what I wanted to do didn’t happen. So much for freedom. Oh well, guess I don’t deserve it? Idk. I wish that we could’ve done more.
Relax.
Late night drive to anywhere would be so nice. Going out and explore. Just me and my girlfriend. Awesome music. A bunch of food. Then where ever we at, we can just stop and watch the sunrise. Hot chocolate. Get some breakfast. Then cuddle and sleep. <3
Man shouldn’t have gone to la play. Couldve used my moola for something better.
I love surprises. But I’m always hoping for certain stuff that never happens. It would make my days though.
Worst night in a long time and I really need you.. Sorry I’m such a bother. I’ll stop trying to see you when I’m on the edge.
